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You know, you can talk to any girls. Joke or flirt with them, talk or think about them. But the girl who you think of when you’re in bed before you fall asleep, she is someone different to you.
4 months. I don’t know if it’s long or short. But I still need to turn up the volume to drown out my thoughts. Time to sleep soon boy.
talking…
Wish I told her how I feel,
Maybe she’d be here right now
but instead…
singing…
I pretend that I’m glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I’m dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I’m crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn’t I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin’ down
I can say it so clearly but you’re nowhere around
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I’m missing you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry smile when I’m broken in two
And I’m nobody without someone like you
I’m trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)
Lie awake, it’s a quarter past three
I’m screaming at night if I thought you’d hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me (well, well)
How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it’s been torn all apart
Billion words couldn’t say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I’ll be loving you still
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I’m missing you
And nobody knows it but me
oooo oohhhhh yeah
Tomorrow morning, I’m a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I’m gonna load my heart and hope you come back to me
(Say whent the nights are lonely)
(3x with adlib until fade)
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I’m missing you
And nobody knows it but me
Listening to these songs always help me through a tough day
When you are searching and looking out for something, yet you don’t want to see anything. How do you describe it?
Goodness, it’s so much harder than anything I’ve been through. Try as I might, I’ve done whatever it takes and everything I could. But I still start the day and end the day in the same way, with less of the fear only. I don’t know how much time I need, I can only take it as it comes.
I think i’m slowing getting back the joy of doing business and entrepreneurship. The fun of it all, the excitement, uncertainties around it and the challenge of starting something yourself. It really rocks.
Maybe I shouldn’t be too serious. Or maybe it was okay to be. Maybe I should think more, is this what I really want. Go on dates. Don’t feel like every date has to turn into a relationship. Or maybe, this time it really is.
Some things I don’t understand… Confusing.
The new year looks great for a start. hope things continue to get better! and hope i’m right of course.